Every full moon seems to push my personal life to a new level of OMFG.  Don’t be jealous.  No seriously, don’t be. I sometimes wonder if watching these things as closely as I do ramps up each event. Sometimes I wonder if I am making this shit up. Lately I sometimes wonder if I’m […]

  Sometimeswhen I look at the astrology for the month ahead I can’t help but say, “Oh. Fuck”. August was one of those months. I was specifically wary of the conjunction between Mars and Saturn In Scorpio which happens  just hours after the new moon in Virgo on Monday, August 25th. I’ve been watching this […]

  I have been thinking a lot about responsibility lately, what I’m tied to, what I love, what I am creating, maintaining and magnetizing. I’ve been wading through the history of my choices, the history of their consequences and the reality I have constructed for myself. I have been wading and I have been waiting. […]

I’m really afraid of being wrong. It’s kind of a miracle that I ever write or publish anything. The only thing that I have going for me that intercepts this is that I can’t resist the creative urge that moves through me, pulsating in my prefrontal cortex, demanding its own existence.  There’s something in me […]

I’m flying straight into it.  I have no other choice. When the pull is this great there are only two options: resist all and be torn to pieces or risk all and be torn to pieces.  I don’t want another year to go by without learning to let a deeper love in. I don’t want […]